okay. exams.. yeah.. so far so not-so-good. lol. i jus hope mr bell would help me and not HAI me. tsktsk..
still have 2 more papers left but i already feel the big burden off my chest. but HEY! STILL HAVE TWO MORE K! HELLO~~~
my bro flew to NZ on wed. and im damn sad. =(( cos nobody for me to abuse - verbally and physically. (maybe psychologically also... hmmm..) LOL. that day i "chop" his hand until my own finger blueblack! WTH! haha. but yeah. i guess he's having a GREAT flirting time over there. LOL. damn HIGH. HAHAHAH.
no inspirations to blog ehhh. soooo. im gonna watch da lang, da lang, da lang da lang da lang da lang da lang~ hiakhiak..
some random photos which i din publish anywhere, yet.
when we went to visit the ah beng. SCARY. T.T
when i went to be calefare. WALAU. TOTAL WASTE OF TIME. TSK!
nice right. i know. LOL!
I NEED TO PAINT MY NAILLLLLSSSSSSS!!!! okay. imma doing it now.
I zip it up and keep it down. Shhh...
It's starting. And by start, we mean the END is coming. MUAHAHAHA.
Sunday
[22.11.2009] yes. exam is finally starting. woohoo...... not high enuf? WOOHOO........ lol.
tmr's the START of finals alr! i'm so glad cos after tmr, it means i hv one less thing to study and go crazy over! YAY!
it's gonna end very fast. one week. just ONE FREAKING WEEK n im FREE.
i'm glad im still coherent. cos it shows tt im not insane yet. thankgawd. =)
and now. im going to SLEEP. GOOD LUCK TO ALL!! =)
I DON'T WANT THE WORLD TO END.
will there be 2013?
Saturday
NOOOOOOOOOO!
I DON WAN THE WORLD TO END!
=(((
I will be only 22 by then.... And, it's not enough. :'(
Nope, no reason. Just felt like blogging (and ranting).
Wednesday
[18.11.2009]
i realised it's just a first sem final yr exam. and it's like.. only a few chapters (for each mod) to study. and im in arts. much better off than those in sciencey and others. should be rather slack.
BUT WHY AM I FREAKING MUGGING LIKE IT'S THE FREAKING A LEVELS?!?! I DON GET IT.
i realised my dream is still there, still consistent. just that the sea of practicality engulfed and drowned it silently. i know what i want. but i dono how to realise it. and i dono if i should go ahead n paddle fiercely against the strong waves and current or just move with the flow. shall it be one of which is conventional? or shall i allow it to be KINKY (new word new word! WAHAHA)!
all right. if i knew the answer, i wun be blogging about it. oh! nvm.
and all the while i believed i'm an optimist, but seems not like it eh (maybe at times? idk).
I AM A PESSIMIST ACTUALLY.
omg. not at all good. now i've got to tell myself, "the cup is half full.. the cup is half full.. the cup is half full.." RIGHT. got it. half FULL.
on a lighter note! 1. im looking forward to end of exams TOTALLY! 2. imma shitting like a worm whole dayS. like.. 3days alr?? omg. LS. must be the stingray and mcspicy + icecream.. heh. 3. i wanna SHOP SHOP SHOP!! 4. i wanna DANCE DANCE DANCE!! (dancing is my remedy remedy oh! REMEMBER?!? haha.) 5. i wanna meet ALLLLL the ppl i missed!!! ^^ 6. imma like cravingggg forrrr CHALET, BBQ and lotsa fun and laughter!! 7. i very long nv paint nails liaoooo.. they are SCREAMING for COLOURS! and im YELLING for TIME. ...
LASTLY, I AM TIREDDDDDD. yay. wad a great random post. shall end off with a random pic with my cussie. haha.
he vain sia... wanna take photos EVERYTIME. WALAU. HAHAHHAHA.
Oh by the way, "freaking" is just an alternative word for "F..." you know what. Pardon me but I need to use it to vent my emotions.
We at the hotel, motel, holiday inn!
Sunday
[16.11.2009]
recently addicted to quite a few songs. nicey!
Pitbull - Hotel room service! Jay Sean - DOWN! Mariah Carey & Brian Mcknight - Whenever you call! Carrie Underwood - Change Tamia - When a woman! (cool lyrics=)) Tamia - Almost!
[31.10.2009] - HALLOWEEEEEEN~ went esplanade with KAYEX and NUREN for YC's sch's dance concert. WOO! a total new genre of dance for me! COOOOOL. hehe. n sha was like saying she really needa go join dance next sem. haha. GO GO GO!! =))
after tt, went for halloween celebration with SHA! hehe. realli HALLOWEEN ah.. cos it's with her. HAHA! JUS KIDDIN. we caught Jennifer's Body at marina. OMG. it's been sooooo long since i watched gory shows in cinema. well.. i don watch it elsewhere too. but yeah. omg. the last time i watched sth i deemed gory was SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE. HAHA.
ANW. cool show. though most of the time iWE had our hands covered over our eyes. HAHA. quite scary sia. like HORROR. was it horror? idk. whatever. after tt walked ard n camwhore. haha. very funny! i love late night walks + aimlessly. yeah man! =))
enjoyed till my mum called. WHAT A SPOILER!! IDIOT! HAHA. idk y she called but yeah. aft tt we went home alr. SPOILERRRRRRRR! =( but it was an overall enjoyable day with her!! hehe. LOVE YA NU REN! =)
i super love the above n below pics. DARN FRIGGING COOL. I LIKE! =)
[07.11.2009] - OUT WITH NM PEEPS! =) woo! went out with my group mates for steamboat!!! we (3 out of 5) were late for 40mins. OMG. HAHA. including me, yes. haha. OMGG. when can i ever get rid of this bad habit?! tsk tsk.. anw. it was awesommmmmmmmmmmmme!! heheheh. SHIOK STEAMBOAT. haha. i was gossiping bout their lives, liangpeh kept on saying lame jokes, liupeng jus kept smiling (ALL THE WAY), ahling and jieying kept siam-ing the soup splashes when ppl put food. HAHA. jieying was the ultimate on anw. HAHA. aft tt, went arcade! WOO. the bball game was the best la. i suddenly like the bball thing in arcade. like very shuang to fa xie like tt. esp when in bad mood or stress or wadever. NICEY! n liangpeh was rather pro. HAHA. he one person can beat FOUR of us. hahaha. jieying shouted (or should i say SHRIEKED) damn loudly when the ball flew out. OMG. HAHA. XIA DAO WO. even louder n higher-pitched than me sia! HAHA. then played some other stuff like dota? i think? silent hill, spot the diff, etc. HAHA. aft tt, went mac for ICECREAM n FREE FRIES N APPLE PIE. there was this guy who went mac jus for the plug to charge his ds n play there. wth. HAHA. thennnnnn. we noticed his watch. HAHA. 1030. my watch was 10. HAHA! his watch was fast by 30mins! OMG. damn funny. when it's 1030 (11 according to his watch), he looked at the time n left mac. maybe he thinks 11 is too late. gotta go liao. HAHA. WTH!
there! the guy! HAHA.
then we were crapping there bout everything n anything. damn high. HAHA. liangpeh's frens were the most ke lian. HAHAHAHAHAHA. liupeng also. HAHAHA. VERY FUNNY. JOHNNY. HAHAHAH.
yup. ttz bout it. exams r coming. HAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.
I miss the times that we never had. What happened to us, we were almost there. ~ Tamia.
----- the above was drafted last week?? idono. -----
okay. had been mugging recently. i don like seriously. but cant help it. =(
[12.11.2009] - mug with sha n DINNER AT HER HSE!! <33 so.. i mugged with nuren on tues n thurs. (i don like to mug.) went ntu on tues n jp lib on thurs. (i hate mugging let me tell u again.) aft tt, went to her house for DINNER!! WOOHOO~~~ i'm sooooooo freeaaakking honoured can! her mum seldom cook eh.. im her FIRST diner! WOOOOOO! I LOVE IT. SERIOUSLIIII. the soup.. omgggggggggggggggggggggggggggg!! n the duck oso damn nice!! i like the gravy with rice... WOOHOOO!! invite me again lehhhhhh. hahahahah. but don cook so much rice next tym. i feel bad for eating so little rice. hehe. but still, THANKS ALOT NU REN AND MAMA! =))))
[13.11.2009] - KAYYYBOOOOOXXXXX WITH BJZRYL!! ^^ wad a GREAT DAYYY aft mugging for a few days.. HAHA. (i really really HATTTTEEE STUDYING!) had a damn big plate of rice which zr said we don behave like GIRLS when we eat such a big plate publicly. -_-" HAHA. WTH. den went safra kboxx. WOOHOO~ though they like.. cheat our time. WTH. but nvmmm. hahah. we smuggled drinks in. HERH~ FAIR ENUF. lol. den we sang n DANCED. like again. haha. i like. WOOO. n the super cool system allows us to RECORD SONGS. WALAU. damn damn cool can!! lucky yanli tell me. if not i wun noe. wahaha. DARN COOL. aft tt, went mac foricecreaaaammm~ n friessss.. haha. fattening but nvm laaaaaaaaaaaaa... crapped there n yep! HOME! =)
n i realised we din take a pic TOGETHER. haha. if only we brought camera luhhhh.. HAIYA. n the above was the best pic taken. by me. HAHA.
[14,15.11.2009] - HAI. MUG PLUS JUG PLUS CUP PLUS WADEVER. I HATE STUDYING. went gekpoh to study with siti! heehee. (though let me once again emphasize that i HATE STUDYING!) the atmosphere was super studious.. nice env to study in but yeah. the more i study, the more stress i feel. i dono y... =(( AND! OMGGG. we went out for a break in the evening jus now.. sat at the seats outside kfc. OMGGGG. there were freaking lots of BIRDS AND PIGEONS. OMGGG. n unglam things happen. long story. BUT I REALLY H.A.T.E. B.I.R.D.S. someone kill ALL the birds in the world PLEASE. aft mugging, went bl mkt for STINGRAY with HSBCYL! WOOOOOOOOO~~~ NICEY! =)))
ttz bout it. lotsa end notes today. HMMM.
I HATE STUDYING. I'm can't express myself clearly. Probably due to my poor vocabulary bank. =( I miss lots of my friends. Especially 23rd. Haven't been meeting up for some time. =( I can't see my future. It's empty.
We cannot turn back, we can only turn into one.
Friday
[06.11.2009] WOO! i'm done with my CH paper finally! now still hv CL assignment. -_-" HAHA. but whatever.
recently intro-ed by sha this beautiful song - Whenever you call. perfect voices! mariah's voice is superb! omg. HAHA. listen! =))
Cos' there are times the sky fall on me. And you will be there to hold it up for me! =)
For I wanna dance like nobody cares!
[31.10.2009]
phew! wad "great" weeks i had. not easy not easy.. tsk tsk.
[18.10.2009] HAPPY BIRTHDAY YONGEN!! =))
yayyy! celebrated yongen's bday at jurong safra!! though that was like super near but still! we had fun! oh.. except sha.. she onli had half of our fun.. hmmm. but still! it was a great meetup! =)
went ishi mura for lunch. not too bad! though abit like kopitiam. HAHA. but anws. managed to enjoy the meal with our usual hobby. CHITCHAT. HAHA.
then wanted to play pool initially.. but the place was packed i think. and the whole place was filled with guys playing the dono wad la. the computer game thingy.. LAN i think. HAHA. IDK. whatever. so.. we changed plan. to............. KAY BOKKKKSSSS!! even though i was still recovering from sorethroat n flu but hell! WHO CARES! we went ahead. damn nan ting i oso don care. cos xin ku not me ma. is them. HAHA. NO LA. so nice~ where got nan ting... RIGHT!? HAHAHA.
sang. and even danced. HAHA. "sorry sorry sorry sorry ..." HAHA. while we were playing till high, our beloved was suffering in silence.. tryin hard to endure thru the celeb.. so she went off earlier. very scary.. hai.. WOMAN..... guys dont ever break woman's heart. woman so ke lian. HAHA. but seriously.
n so.. after tt we continued and omg! i realised we could order like.. alcohol! WOO! i like! HAHA. n so we ordered. haha. oh! and there's this game whereby the server will come in play cards with u.. win den will get free drink, lose den will hv to buy a photo they take for us. SOOOOO.. yongen played - big/small. the server opened, NINE. HELL. yongen opened... TEN!
WOOHOO~ i was REEEEEEEEAAAAALY damn happy! from the bottom of my heart! HAHA. so free drink lo. sprite onli la. but still! very happy k! haha.
aft tt, went shopping with yongen at jp.. long time din like chitchat with her like tt alr.. nice!! =)) ALL THE BEST FOR HER EXAMSSSS!!! =))))) after our exams we go out play agn! =))
[24.10.2009] HSBCYL NIGHTOUT!
so, almost a week later, i went back to safra ishi mura for dinner. HAHA. but this time with hsbc n bitch. talk talk talk, and we wanted to go for pool game! haha! jus like ye's celeb huh! haha. but in the end din go also. cos no tables liao. haha.
sooo. we went to buy alcohol den went bitch's hse to chill! played games. it's called truth or truth. HAHA. YEP! play till quite late den went home. yayyy. =)))
[29.10.2009] JJ Mr Koh's Farewell!
went back jj with sarah for the "surprise" farewell. turned out, Mr Koh actl guessed it. SEE MON! it's so jj culture to hv such surprises and HE was the one who built jj's culture. he sure can guess one! HAHA.
but anws.. was slacking in canteen listening to council ppl crap. HAHA. quite lame but i like. very funny sia! HAHA. aft tt bitch came n we went up for the party alr. =)
n i LOVE MASS DANCE. like always!!! heeeeee. i need to dance.. hmmmmmmm.
[30.10.2009] JSS Ms Tham's Farewell!
this morning had another farewell for jss principal. at the freaking time of 745am. HAHA. yuancheng,yanli,siti n i went onli, from our batch. chatted alot alot. yayy.. den had brekky at mac! talked alot too.. mostly bout our stress. HAI. i shall not mention here. too emo. HAHAHA!
n i still din see weikang.
haha.
aft tt went home, SLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPPPP cos i was severly deprived of sleep. haha. den chiong-ed term paper. halfway thru, im lost agn. dono my thesis can anot.. like very flawed. HAI. forgt it. tmr den think.
OH TMR! YAYY! IM LOOKING FORWARD SIAA!! HAHA. going for dance concert den gonna catch movie with my nu ren~~~~~~ YAYYYYYYYYY! im lovin' it!
i believe i can finish my term paper by thurs. and i MUST. =)
After each argument, we know each other better and love each other more. And that is how friends grow to become close friends and then finally, friends forever. I love you! =)
every night i fall asleep, this is all i ever dream.
Wednesday
[28.10.2009]
i have got lots of emotions recently. overwhelming emotions.
I need to dance.
I FAILED MY PSCYH TEST. EFF.
Friday
[16.10.2009] IM FREAKING PISSED COS I FAILED MY PSYCH TEST. AND I NUA-ED WHOLE DAY IN BED. COS SICK. EFF. IM GOING OUT DURING THE WEEKENDS EH! TSKK.
haii.. i also nv study hard la. =(( how to major like tt... HAIIIII.
anw. went for manman's bro's first year celeb last sat! =)) his bro's hair darn cute. like use bowl cut one. but when i see him, i always think of fan tuan. hahaha. i dono y!
man man is super cute now. he grow up alr!!! n he doesnt love me as much.. =(( im realli sad. cant help but to think back those days when he stayed with us. =( but i still love him as much!!! <3
oh.. n elva's new album is out! i love some of her songs! like this one.. =))
caught The Next Wave by NUS Dance Ensemble with kayexx andyangce. it was a great show. very inspiring. encouraged me to hang on in DE! HAHA. but this kinda encouragement sometimes tend to fade off. but HEY! I'm determined. cos. I MISS DA STAGE. =)
photos taken tt day were damn ugly. i look DAMN FAT in ALL photos. -_-" not my prob. i din grow fat. seriously. i hope. heh.
BENJA'S BIRTHDAYYYYYY! - 20.09.2009
DAMN EFFING COOL.
hahahah. it was a success thanks to the 4 very helpful banglas!! haha. tho communicating with them needs patience. haha. but still! they helped alot alot. =)) it was a total success cos we caught benja by surprise totally (i guess)! HAHA.
VOLUNTEER WORK! - 27.09.2009
went to volunteer my help with sha! the project was to bring elderly to JP2 hypermarket to shop. den proceed to Safra for meal.
BUT. HAI. I WASNT ATTACHED TO ANY ELDERLY. -_-" i was in the.... TRAFFIC CONTROL GROUP. WTF. haha. but nvm! at least i did some volunteer thing. it's been awhile since i did tt! =)
anyway, tho din had much time with sha that day, but i enjoyed her company still! during meal. WOAH! I FORGT TO MENTION. THEIR LUNCH WAS LIKE WEDDING DINNER LIKE TT SIA! except the food not superb but it's good enuf alr!! =))) DARN COOL. hehe.
no photos. cos i was the... TRAFFIC CONTROL. ............
RETAIL THERAPY WITH SHA @ BUGIS!! cum MEIQI'S BDAY CELEB!! - 02.10.2009
TOTALLY AWESOME DAY!!!
met sha in the noon n started shopping!! WOOOOOO. damn long nv shop liao. n somemore i jus submitted my term pp the day b4. CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW FREE I FELT? hahaha. like jus came outta jail like tt. heh.
sha kept saying we earn like a BEGGAR and spent like a KING. which i totally agree with. HAHA. but nvm la. happy jiu hao. HEHE. DAMN SHIOOKKKK!! =)))
LOVE YA!
aft tt went for tuition, den headed to jp to celeb meiji's bday!!! HAHA! i forgot to msg her bday wish. XP SORRRRYYYYYYY. but i did msg in the end k. n u know i love u. HAHAHAHA. DON SHY. hahah.
caught up with them and went home. heee. i think it's time for 23rd to meet up liao eh.. hmmm.. we'll see how it goes. I WANT CHALET LEHHHHH. cos i wan bbq food... hee hee.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEIJI!! =))
------and the next two days were spent dancing and mugging............------
STEAMBOAT WITH YH! - 05.10.2009
AND FINALLY SATISFIED MY CRAVING! WOO!
went bugis for steamboat. HEHE. damn shuang! tho i din eat like super alot but i was totally full. like.. until the next morning still very full! HAHA.
anw i still think the steamboat place tt i went with sha n en for my bday celeb was better. i want to eat AGAIN!!! HEEEEEEE. DAMN FAT. BUT I DON CARE. COS IT'S STEAMBOAT. HEH.
oh. n stupid things always happen when with STUPID ppl,like always. HAHA. not my fault.
----- and all sats were dedicated to dance.. argh.. i couldnt catch up. like seriously. omg. i don like. so darn stress. and i hate not being able to catch up. cant even enjoy the dance... =(( WTH. but I WUN QUIT. cos i wan the stage. ^^ ------
We got to accept that nobody is perfect. But not all imperfections can be accepted. =(
he vain sia... wanna take photos EVERYTIME. WALAU. HAHAHHAHA.
i super love the above n below pics. DARN FRIGGING COOL. I LIKE! =)
there! the guy! HAHA.
n i realised we din take a pic TOGETHER. haha. if only we brought camera luhhhh.. HAIYA. n the above was the best pic taken. by me. HAHA.
